Feelings

Wrote it on 7th September 2009.

I do not remember the last time I slept so peacefully

where, for a change, I did not see that usual dream,

which had been haunting me for ages now

And now, I feel, the curse has been broken

something pure has evolved inside me

the magic of which can do wonders.

I wanted to know, how this change happened

but there is so much of vagueness around

it is stopping me to reach my destination

acting as hindrance in my path.

Sometimes I feel, what if this change did not take place,

would I have known this feeling that I feel now?

I never experienced this, there is a strange mixture

of what, even I do not know.

There is something true in this feeling, something different

It nurtures me and helps to grow

It helps me to carry on my path

It leads me to happiness and love.